Setback

So I found a worm in my boiled egg. Pretty sure its a "chalaza" but I can't let myself believe that. Some of it already slid down my throat and now I'm convinced I'm going to get infested with parasites and get very very sick. Eggs have been my safe food for years now but I honestly don't want to eat them at all anymore. I honestly don't want to eat ANYTHING anymore. This is a sign to stop fucking trying. Everything is trying to kill me!