My best friend told me to kill myself.
*Trigger warning*
For context I've been best friends with this girl for about 10 months and we get on well . All of this happened at school.
I am not currently suicidal, but after I told my friend in a jokey manner that she has a crush on "A" . My friend began to shout that she hated me and how I should kill myself , and how she doesn't want to be friends with me .She kept on repeating about how I should kill myself through out the day . But I rely on her to take me to and from school everyday ( because of when my parents work). so I want to stay friends with her but she has also said other things about me .
She has called me a p3d0phile (even though I am a teenager/minor) and said that I watch p0rn . Both of those things I don't do . I'm not sure if she meant this in a jokey way though .
And she has lied a lot about stuff which I've said , for example I will say something and then she'll just leave me and tell people that I've said something else ( and she'll make it sound like I'm a p3d0phile/ addicted to p0rn )
She has also body shamed me , I more on the skinner side , but she kept on telling me how I'm flat and she even asked some of her other friends to agree with her that I'm flat.
I texted her and asked her not to tell me to kill myself as she doesn't know if I'm suicidal and if I was suicidal that could've resulted in me taking my own life . she relplied that because I called her short and said she had a crush on "A" .
But she refuses to acknowledge the fact that she told me to kill myself and is now making me out to be the villain , I agree that I shouldn't have called her short, but that doesn't give her the right to tell me to kill myself .
I honestly don't know what to do . I do like her when she isn't body shaming me or anything but I find it hard to make new friends and she's my only way of getting to school on time .
Please leave your advice in the comments .
Thank you .