AIO this guy im seeing follows hundreds of OF girls and tik tok girls

so basically what the title says, i’m (21,F) he’s (21,M) and we’ve been off and on for a little while but things have recently turned serious. i decided to look at his insta, tiktok and twitter following and damn i was gut wrenched. beautiful women who don’t look like me at all, hundreds of them. people like nora fawn and OF girls tik tok girls, even vtubers. i’m devastated. it makes me feel so ugly and disgusting. i already have body image issues and an eating disorder this does NOT help. is the fact it’s bothering me so much valid? am i overreacting? like yes we were off and on but even i don’t look at stuff like this. i don’t even watch porn. its genuinely crushing my soul because i actually felt something for this guy.

and yes i know i need to speak up about it but i just need to figure out what to say and how im gonna try to communicate this to him. if he really needs to look at stuff like this, im not the one for him. and that possible outcome is what’s scaring me the most.