Has anyone found something pleasuring besides drugs and alcohol?

Since I've discovered alcohol in high school there's nothing that makes me happy besides substances. I feel like I've lost an ability to feel pleasure from something else. Well, not completely, because I still like studying, but I like alcohol more. And the main problem is that I'm too lonely. I don't have many friends I can drink with, and the ones I have don't want to drink as often as I do. And I can't drink alone because it makes me depressed and suicidal. Now I really want to get drunk to wind off, but I have no one who can drink with me and it makes me feel especially lonely.