SCARED TO HAVE SEX BECAUSE I CANT CUM

Hi, I'm struggling with a fear that's been on my mind for a while, and I'm hoping to get some advice or hear from others who might understand. Whenever I feel a release during solo moments, there's no fluid. I experience the sensation of an orgasm, but it's like something's missing, and it leaves me questioning what's going on with my body.

The idea of being intimate with someone is terrifying because I feel like this might make me seem "broken" or different. I'm scared of how a partner might react or feel if they notice. It's already affecting my confidence and making me second-guess whether I should even try to take that step in a relationship.

Is this normal? I'd really appreciate any insights, advice, or reassurance. Thank you.