Husband got another woman pregnant

Hello! I really could use some advice. Me and my husband have been married for 4 years now. We separated 6 months after getting married due to him talking to two other women. He told one of them that he still loves her and wants a life with her. He blamed me and said I didn’t give him enough attention or validation. He also cheated multiple times before we were married promising he changed and that it would never happen again. I was forced to move back home to Colorado and i tried to fix our marriage for the next year. After I gave up and filed for divorce in 2023 he decided to start trying but at that point I was already checked out of the relationship. We both dated other people but he was hypocritical make it seem like I was the bad person for doing so. He now has a child with another woman but still wants to fix things and promised he’s changed. Am I wrong for still loving him and having hope that we could fix things? My gut is telling me not to but my heart still loves him and hopes he’s changed. He’s also suicidal and tells me that he will kill himself if we don’t end up together.