Hu Tao ruined my life

I was at 50 rolls on event banner building up pity for the next ZhongLi banner(I'm a ZhongLi main). This vile beast ruined my zhong pity. I feel like she's mocking me just by existing in my character list. Every time I look at my characters I hear "nyom nyom nyooomm". Every time I go to sleep I hear a fucking "YAHOO". I would've been at c2 if not for her, damn it hu tao.