I gotta get this shit under control.

I’ve been an addict in all forms, I’m 151 days sober from alcohol, and drugs. Frankly I never saw porn as an issue, never really thought it was a bad thing. But let’s be real, it is. Last night my fiancée walked in on me watching some, and she’s livid, she’s actually telling me she’s ready to leave. To be honest she’s got every single reason too. I’ve put her through a lot, alcohol addiction, weed addiction, and now this. I’m at another low point in life. Nothing has really gone the way I thought it would. I’m 30 years old, and I’m just now coming to the conclusion that if I don’t stop doing all of these negative things, I’ll always be a loser. So here’s to day 1, I appreciate this page being a thing. Cheers