Deleted my facebook account for 3 years now

Hi! Gusto ko lang magshare ng feelings ko ngayon. Matagal ko ng dinelete fb account ko and other social media platforms due to anxiety. It made me feel less of myself while looking at the posts of others. Parang ambigat bigat ng feeling pag nag facebook ka kaysa reddit. Anyway, my life is great now. I am so productive and I am heading now to greater opportunities. Pero minsan, nararamdaman ko pa rin na parang wala na akong kilala or kaibigan. Parang mag-isa nalang ako sa hamon ng buhay (but my family is still here). Nung wala na akong social media, I survived on my one. Feel ko sama sama silang lahat while I feel excluded. Dont get me wrong but I know this was my decision years ago. I already distanced myself because their habits, values and morals dont coincide with mine anymore. And para bang big deal sa kanila na I dont post anymore or reconnect anymore na parang "Ano bang nangyari sayo?" when I am here being at my best self. Thank you, OMCPH.