Being married, bakit parang mas lalo ko lang naramdaman na mag-isa ako.

So I'm 28(M) and my wife 28(F) married last May 2024, I just want to rant it out guys na bakit feeling ko na ang lonely ng buhay ko, na ako lng magisa kahit na hindi dapat. For context simula to nung holiday season, I've been working extra hard for our future nman and alam mo yun puro lahat pabigay sa wife ko, binilhan ko sya ng mga small gifts kase magkadikit birthday nya at pasko some money na din, kumain kami sa labas and all but the thing is ako ni isa wala man lng natanggap na galing sa kanya. I mean okay lng nman and all since ako nman yung may mas stable na income sa amin dalawa, I shrugged it off nman.

and so fast forward kanina sinabi nya may out of town gala sya with her highschool friends sakto pa na tatamaan birthday ko at 1st anniversary nmin alam mo yun para akong binuhusan ng malamig na tubig, naalala ko yung pasko ko and now I felt so alone.Ganto lng ba tlaga role ko to provide and nothing else?