Coming to realization for my parents

A little story: From a family of 7, I am the 2nd to the youngest and the first one to graduate with a bachelor's degree (March 2024), and I am with them until I finish my studies. We're from a Bulacan and I started working April,2024 in Manila. So, kailangan kong lumipat ng tinutuluyan and now renting as a bedspacer earning more or less 20k a month. Every cut off nagpapadala ako sa family ko ng 15% to 20% kung ano man makuha ko.

At first, I found it nuisance to how I can be able to save for my E.F. since knowing I have my own monthly expenses, sobrang hirap. Ideally, kada end of the month(weekend) umuuwi ako sa amin just to be with them and also our dogs. So as a "lambing" madalas nila kong hiritan ng "painom ka naman" or kaya "libre naman diyan" as always everytime uuwi ako but sometimes I decline(2 out of 7 ratio) that is for my brother and sister at iba pa yung para sa parent. Si Nanay, humihirit siya gamit sa bahay pero for me it's pricey and minsan nagtatampo ako sakaniya. Si Tatay naman never siyang nanghingi unless emergency (kulang budget n'ya) pero eversince I started working, he just asked me to LEND him money, once di ko si'ya siningil pero nung nagka extra siya binayaran niya din. Lahat kami, even though all of us aren't successful enough to provide their wants, they're happy for what they can receive na galing sa amin and just wanting all of us to be safe. Napaka dabes nila talaga!

Now, ever since I started working, my aim was to save E.F. even lying about my salary, I did (because they know), and currently I have almost 30k of it, and my goal was just 100k for this year that I can pretty sure be achieved if my work continues. then 3days ago 11pm my Nanay contacted me saying if I am busy, can I check my father to his office and did I have a conversation with my Tatay kasi nag aalala siya. Hindi siya tinawagan for the entire time she was waiting for his call kaya nag aalala siya. He's working at Q.C. also and I can only be the one go to his office because they're all in Bulacan. So, I told her na puntahan ko siya sa office niya from Manila to Q.C. she said wag na dahil gabi na but I insist. While on my way, I asked her if something happened ba at nag aalala siya, she then told me this exact message "Love mahal ko kayong lahat pero darating ang oras mawawala ako sa piling nyo" and that's when I came to realization. Dumating ako sa office ni Tatay, asked the guard if naandon ba si'ya habang tinatago yung kaba then told me "Bumyahe sila pa Pagbilao, Quezon" so I got calm then asked if I can get their number para the next time, I can contact them. Before I go home, I bought them food as a thank you.

For the entire time, up until now I still thinking if I should use my money to spend time with them kahit alam kong di naman malaki yung hawak kong pera, where my Nanay didn't want any luxurious things and my Tatay just want our well being to be okay because I want to give them what they want even if they know that I am saving for my future and they're supporting me. Nakakalito, para akong nasa isang opportunity na in one blink of an eye, can change everything.

TLDR; My Nanay(54) texted me if I can go to my Tatay(57)'s office para icheck kung ayos lang siya because she's worried. I go to his office and guards told me na bumyahe sila pa Pagbilao, Quezon.