Shrooms make me suicidal I’ve tired multiple different times and different types

I just did about 2 grams of shrooms and this time I soaked them in lemon juice with my friends and for some reason I just can’t get thoughts out my head and I feel weird and life seems so pointless on shrooms and I’ve never really thought about ending it or anything only on shrooms and I also always get the feeling I need to be working so I’m probably never doing them again but soon I’m trying acid does that stuff mess with your head too should I be worried or are there ways to stop this please help me