I don't know why should I live (this is only partially about suicide, not fully)

As the title says, I don't see the point of all of this.

It can come to many different things, whether it is saving up money, developing mental fortitude, exercising regularly, and educating myself. I don't really see why.

Saving up money can allow me to help those in need and myself, developing mental fortitude will allow me to get through tough events in life, exercising can make me healthier and more disciplined and education can make me flourish if I was educating myself by things that matter.

But I still don't see why should I bother doing the above, while I could be just chilling in the void, especially since I'm not happy with life at all.

I've been making a lot of progress lately that I went from a guy that was dreading the idea of going to work to someone who's not only helping himself, but others as well... But I fail to see the charm or the good part of this.

I could spend the rest of my life being virtuous but it's not gonna really make me prefer life over death... Life is an endless chore when compared to something as comforting as death.

I can talk specifically about my personal problems only in DMs if you're interested.