Never thought a reel would make me cry

I'm just tired of being single ( never been in relationship my whole ) I'm 20 M The reel -- https://www.instagram.com/share/reel/_y0MzAbU4

Edit - i don't cry a lot ; the last time I had tears in my eyes was when india won' the world cup on 29 june . I can't explain what I'm going through right now