Serious situation, smart ass response from tarot cards

My mother is not a good person and she has been abusive to me all of my life. She is also actively dying. I have not been in contact with her for years. Since her health took a down turn, I have been receiving a great deal of pressure to help care for her/mend bridges/make decisions for her health.

I have been struggling with all of this. My spiritual path is one of compassion for self and all, including my mother. I strive to be the person who could care for her at the end of her life but I know it would do major psychological damage to me. Last night around 3am I couldn’t sleep. I pulled these cards after my meditation, asking for advice on whether I should go to her.

The Devil and the Queen of Swords. I laughed at the queen’s face and hand gesture—“girl, no. Don’t mess with that bitch.”