Do you genuinely love your narc parent?

I’ve read quite a few different posts and literature that says that the child of a narc parent will crave that parents love and affection when they’re young and even still into adulthood. I’ve seen a lot of people say that they still love that parent too.

It’s something that I just don’t relate to. I don’t feel any love towards my mother, even when I was young I never craved her affection or wished she would just love me, I only ever wanted her to leave me alone and have always hated any kind of physical contact from her.

I dont hate her, i just don’t feel anything towards her. I just wondered how you guys genuinely feel about your nparent and if the love people talk about is more just a sense of loyalty because it’s your parent or if it’s actual love?