Has anyone here ever recovered from depression?

Hi, I’ve had depression for probably my entire life. I don’t have any addictions but I lived a very traumatic childhood and I recently tried to unalive myself for the 2nd time.

My doctor asked me to think of a reason for why I should stay alive for myself and I couldn’t think of anything. I don’t think I even know what life without depression and anxiety could look like.

I’ve really tried my best to not keep hitting rock bottom. I’m in therapy, i take antidepressants, I try my best to do the basics of humaning but here I am, still depressed.