Doesn't feel like Christmas

I'm stuck in a low-paying, hard job I hate, no clear path forward, and it doesn't feel like Christmas at all. I've been desperately trying to get a new one for months now. The news pisses me off. Everybody is so stupid now. Everything is so topsy-turvy and I feel like I can't trust myself and I know nothing.

At least I'm not anorexic anymore.