Coming to the realization that I may be cursed...

Don't know if any other starseeds can relate to this, but all my life I've battled chronic illness and various other health problems which seem neverending. There's always something new popping up ready to give me hell and it's just getting exhausting at this point. This past month I have been dealing with fainting episodes and it has been an absolute battle both physically and mentally. I'm beginning to think that I might be cursed because why else would I have to go through all this?