I just want a bf

I HATE MY LIFE 😭 it's so empty and depress and I feel so numb with no purpose ngl I always thought I was a slay queenie independent boss girl which ermmm 😏 I am but... Bro the economy and life sucks the concept of falling in love and finding the one feels like something I NEED I hate it how I'm alone I come home after a shitty school and I'm all alone, fake friends there's not texting or anything it's just me and my room

Blud I've never date which is I'm so pathetic 😭I just want a bf and someone who cares and I hate how people say WAIT FOR THE RIGHT MOMENT, BROTHA WHEN IS THAT MOMENT? I'm so tired of life being a house wife now isn't a bad idea ngl 😭