My twin flame died.

Hi everyone. I'm in so much pain right now.

First, I'd like to say that I'm pretty religious so I don't necessarily subscribe to everything esoteric that is taught about this concept. But I cannot deny the bond I felt (and still feel) with this man. Even he mentioned it to me on quite a few occasions.

Folks, I am in PAIN. I try to distract myself with nonsense but it doesn't really work. I cried so hard I couldn't catch my breath. All I've been doing since finding out is crying and praying for his soul.

I feel very connected to God at times and I'm so grateful to that. I cried out to the Lord from the depths of my soul. I've never prayed with that kind of fervor.

I pray for him and his soul every chance I get.

I will never be the same again. I am so hurt and so broken. It feels like life is just one big stupid distraction. It feels like I'll never be happy again.

What do I do to ease the pain? I don't see it getting better. I loved him so deeply. And yes, I admit I loved him a little selfishly by wanting to be with him but I let him go. And now I see so clearly that he had a different life mission.

What do I do? Will I ever feel the same? Please help.

Peace and blessings on you all.