Genuinely anyone else NEVER been asked out ever?

The closest I got was being catcalled by a drunk guy. I would’ve gone for him atp, but I was 17 I just turned 18 now. And he was mid 30’s I think and was at the streets.

But yeah besides that nothing, my hair is long but the ends are thin af. As in so incredibly thin but I take really good care of my hair it’s just my genes. And my hair is flat and has no volume. My ass is flat, like I don’t have an ass I have a long back, my body is inverted triangle shape, I have a hip dip, my shoulders are huge, I’m pale, my lips are thin af, my eyebrows are hairy and straight even tho I get them threaded, I’m chronically ill, and autistic. And yes I’ve tried to go to gym (I’m normal weight) to help my shape. I’ve been going for a year and targeting my glutes and nothing.

I have no package, I have no redeeming qualities. I’m ugly as sin. I’m not smart, I’m not not nothing good. I’m useless and disabled due to chronic illness I’m physically going to be disabled and die at 20.